WI wk 6

I have been to my parents this weekend and I ALWAYS put on weight when I go down there. Well this time I didn't :) I've lost 3 pounds this week and I have to say I am delighted. This now brings my total to 19 pounds in 6 weeks. An average of just over 3 pounds a week.

I am now only 5 pounds away from my 10% goal and I have given myself until the end of April to do this. I am also only a stone away from the weight I was when I was working night shift a few years ago, but that loss was nothing to do with being aware of what I was eating because I didn't eat, I was too exhausted to eat. This time I know that the weight is going to stay off. I am extremely determined that I am NEVER going to be this size or bigger again!! There it's written for all the world to see, well anyone who stumbles across my ramblings.

I think this week is going to be difficult in as much as I think I'm going to have to make sure that I eat my points. My partner and I have a difficult week ahead. We are going to the hospital on Thursday to get the post mortem results for our son, Ethan. We've known that we would be sent an appointment at some time but it kind of threw us when we got the letter. We have been trying so hard to be positive and now I feel like we have to re-live the whole trauma again. The only positive thing I can pull out of this is that we will get through it together. No matter what happens, we will be there for each other.

Right enough said tonight I think. I'm off to rustle something up to eat (I haven't eaten yet today) . Any ideas what I can have?? lol

Bye for now and take care.