So it's been a month from my last post - I've been trying my hardest to be as positive as I can but it's hard.

I've had 1 good week in the last month that I've managed to be positive every single day, which is good because it's been a long time since I've felt like that. Unfortunately the paranoia is creeping back in day by day. I have a fear that my body is going to let this little one down as well, it's a feeling that I just can't shake.

DF is my rock and I don't know what I would do without him, he somehow manages to get me through each and every day.

Anyway on a positive note I have been given a date for my section, it's on December 17th, that means in 10 weeks a 6 days this little one will be here and in our arms - safe and sound.